INTIMIDATION WAS THE CHARGE THAT THEY GAVE ME.
Star Fox has said it.
Other friends have said it.
Females have said it.
Wolves I spoke to have said it.
Apparently, I intimidate people.
I’m confused because I do not look like The Undertaker in a dark alley.
I’m not showing fangs nor do I look like a tattooed goon with a razor under his tongue.
I’m just a good-looking Fox who knows how to dress and knows what he want out of life.
I guess that’s a bad thing in meeting a Wolf?
I have been told that I “do this” to people and I’m beginning to think I do.
I notice potential Wolves get so nervous around me when I come into the vicinity.
For instance, I haven’t seen my Co Worker Wolf I been peepin’ in a minute.
He must have been on vacation or something.
Well on Friday he came in the office smiling on a phone call,
but when he saw me his face got serious and he quickly averted his eyes from looking in mine.
I went back to making conversation and he managed to say “Wassup man” as he walked by in mid conversation.
I saw him later that day and I made the effort to cut this games and say,
“Have a good weekend Co Worker Wolf”.
He quickly replied, “You too man.”
They get scared to look me in the eye or we have to play this back and forth game,
that when I do get to playing,
Wolves want to bow out and leave me all hot n bothered.
They want to be in control but when I do, they want to end it.
I got onto the platform at the train and this Wolf was staring at me as I walked in.
When the train came, he followed me into my train car and sat in front of me.
This mofo was mirroring everything I was doing.
I looked left; he looked left.
I looked into the next train car; he did the same.
I looked at my phone; so did he.
It was like this nigga was my shadow.
I made an effort to look at him, but he would NOT look at me in my eyes.
But, I knew he was sniffin’ me out because when I looked away,
I knew he was looking at me.
Of course, I got off that train car and got nothing.
It gets so annoying because it seems so easier for other people.
I don’t think I’m doing anything in particular but being myself.
I don’t really smile, but I’m in the Concrete Forest, we ALL don’t smile LOL.
Star Fox told me yesterday that I do not look “easy”.
Some Foxes have a look of “easy” and they get things easier.
They look like “I’m Fuckin’ You Tonight” and even though I’m not exempt from that, I give off a totally different vibe.
He says my walk and my attitude may intimidate Wolves because they may have to work for my attention (and you know Wolves do not like to work these days).
… and he wasn’t the only one to say that.
I have complete strangers say this to me.
I even got that I come off stuck up
(and that pisses me off because I am far from that)
They say intimidation creates fear in people.
So does this mean I scare people?
Am I doomed to a life of making moves and making people step out of my way?
I can talk to strangers and I have been making process with going up to Wolves,
but I feel like something else is wrong.
Star Fox said he literally thought the other day how many people are secretly trying to get with me.
Well shit the way I am going, will I ever know this lifetime?????????????
When it comes to intimidating Wolves…