everyone has an opinion of what’s gay and what’s straight.
i know for me,
i struggled with that when i was dealing with my sexuality.

Should I move my arms when I walk or should I keep them in my pockets?
Should I listen to males or vixens singing?
Should I deepen my voice or speak in my regular tone?
Should I befriend vixens or try to seek out male friendships?
Should I go to the gay club and risk being seen and humiliated?
Should I hang with him because he is feminine or will that make me guilty by association?

bad enough,
every decision i made was because i didn’t want to be judged.
i was judged,
picked apart,
and given years of trauma from family and peers.
i was exhausted and recently started to accept all of myself.
saucy santana thinks straight wolves shouldn’t smoke hookah.
why?
he thinks it’s feminine and only gays should be smoking hookah…

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usually,
k michelle says things and i’m like:

“Um,
what?”

i saw that come down my timeline and was kinda confused.
when i hear straight folks say they are gay roles,
i’m like what does mean exactly?
like,
what do we do with this information?
when a straight male proclaims he is a “power (top) wolf“…

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i need consistency to bloom.
it’s something i crave.
it turns me on when a wolf that’s into me is consistent.
alas,
i’m meeting way too many males who are strange af.
how are we doing it folks?
you meet a dude,
either in real life or online…

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i kept seeing ^him on my ig explorer page.
i found out his name is zed.
this is zed’s boyfriend,
ray:

he is equally as fine.
well zed and ray are two wolves,
aka tops for those who are new in the foxhole,
that met on grindr.
this is their story via “intomore”…
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the mercury retrograde might have stopped kicking my tail.
well,
i think.
for a monday,
it was a pretty chill day at work.
i think i prayed most of the execs out for the day.
rewind back to this morning tho,
my foxtail was bringing all the wolves to my den… Continue reading “so i had a hard morning (and hard in the good way)” →