being a feminine male doesn’t mean you’re gay.
we can argue that,
but it’s truth for some.
look at our late prince.
he wore full make up and heels,
but would fuck your own mama in a heartbeat.
of “lhhmia” and south beach promoting fame,
seems to be in that same category.
he isn’t gay,
but folks want him to be.
when he made his debut on the show,
twitter was lit with questioning his sexuality.
every other tweet was slander.
he spoke about amara la negra and how emotional she gets in her story line.
he has felt the same,
but in a different way.
this is a quote i read from him in his interview with “the grio”…
Prince Michael admits he was surprised by Amara’s emotional reaction to Young Hollywood’s put-downs.
“I was caught off guard that she cried because it seemed to come out of nowhere but at the same time we all have our struggles,” he says.
He also revealed that he can relate to being labeled by others because he has been made fun of for being gay since he was a child, even though he’s a heterosexual.
“I have to deal with people calling me gay every day. It’s not because I have been with another man or because they have seen photos of me with men. It’s my mannerisms. It’s how I dress because I dress very well. It’s because I enunciate and articulate my words. It’s dumb. These are ignorant remarks,” he says.
“I have been dealing with people calling me gay since I was in the fourth grade because of things I can’t control. It sucks. It does break you down. I don’t cry about it but it does hurt. I hate it.”
i can relate.
only thing is,
he turned out to be straight and i…
i wasn’t like the other males at school.
i was always different.
what made me feel bad about myself actually makes me stand out.
i had my own feminine mannerisms,
liking to dress,
and the way i spoke was always talked about.
i wasn’t super feminine,
but i was considered “soft”.
it use to bother me.
i would do everything to try to “fit in” with the wolves.
it ended up making me awkward af.
i’d come home only to be picked on by my parents.
but I felt like I was in hell.
add onto questioning my liking for males and trying to date vixens.
i went through my teenager years feeling like:
“i don’t want anyone think i’m gay”
it created all kinds of low self esteem and worthlessness in me.
i was forced to feel ugly about being softer.
a resident at “suicide city”.
as i’m growing up now,
i’ve realized that it’s just who i am.
i’m not changing me for anyone.
they’ll deal or get the fuck out.
i’m all outta fucks with my mouth nowadays.
i wish i had this confidence growing up
folks don’t realize how hurtful that shit is tho.
that’s why i sympathize with those in the struggle.
i can’t judge because i was once deep in there.
i’m glad prince isn’t scared to talk about it.
lowkey: prince might be the type to be out here turnin’ vixens out.
don’t even sleep:
he is handsome.
article cc: the grio