i was sitting in church today and something came over me.
something that felt like it was about to burst out my tear ducts.
i am very emotional for whatever reason.
i needed to share it with the foxhole…
i am so blessed.
do you know how much a blessing it was creating this website?
do you know how blessed i feel when everyone leaves a comment?
i can be honest and say that you all are my family.
i don’t have a lot of friends,
and i don’t get me wrong i cherish the ones that i do,
but i spend more time thinking about everyone who comments.
i spend more time thinking about what needs to be done for this.
i spend days at that job wishing i was blogging.
sometimes i have an attitude and people at work wonder why.
i keep the faith that when i get off,
i go home and get right into “it”.
“it” that has brought so much happiness in my life.
i am not the fox i was when i first started this site.
i was so depressed.
ready to give up.
writing on this gives me a reason to wake up in the morning.
reading your emails about what i have done in your lives.
do you know how how humble that makes me?
i coulda been one of them to start feeling themselves.
i just continue to be thankful and grow right along with ya.
i know i’m not perfect.
i’m not rich.
i’m not a celebrity.
i’m not an attentionisto.
i’m not like everyone else.
i’m just me.
someone who is passionate about what he does.
thank you all for just sticking with me all these years.
thank you for the comments.
thank you for just everything you do to contribute.
sometimes i can’t get to every email,
or not post every topic,
but know its all greatly appreciated.
hell you guys keep me up to date on things i miss most of the times.
i do miss blogging during the day tho.
it will happen again.
i’m speaking that into my life.
only thing is i will be making money to do it.
i will still be able to pay my bills,
and have more stories to tell.
foxi bradshaw / fox in the city type style.
working at this job makes me realize what i don’t want to do with my life.
i’m not happy there.
even tho it was a blessing i desperately needed,
right now it is the season that have to get back on my feet.
even though i get off work and i am super exhausted,
i still make sure i write something.
i’ll be damned if i stop.
thank you and i love you all!
lets keep on “GLOWING”until the next “foxhole” era,