there are some albums that i’m not ready for yet.
i’ve always been the type that when i hear an album for the first time,
i might not take to it presently,
but “future jamari” needed it.
that has been a number of artists that i revisited,
especially once the hype has died down.
arianna grande,
“eternal sunshine“,
is one i revisited recently that i really ended up liking.
when i first heard it,
i was like “wtf is this shit?” especially,
“yes, and?“.
this song:

love.
love.
love.
LOVE.

sidebar: i randomly decided to listen to taylor’s “poets of the torture department in society”,
or whatever its called,
and i really like it now because i thought that shit was boring when if first heard it.

even though i took to mariah’s new album,
“here for it all“,
tbh…

i’m kind of whelmed by it (?).

listen,
i’m a huge mariah stan.
her albums have gotten me through some hard times.

emancipation
charm bracelet
butterfly
e=mc2
rainbow
music box

those albums off top are ones i can place during many of my life moments,
especially certain songs on all of those albums that really spoke to me.
with “here for it all”:

i feel like one song really spoke to me in this place of my life.

many of the songs are just “songs”,
if that makes sense.
this song i really really like:

…especially for what i’m dealing with currently but not enough for me to be obsessed.
i feel like this should have been the first or second single tbh.

i dunno.

tbh,
i have been obsessed with madonna and lady gaga as of late.
i LOVEDDDDDDDDDDD gaga’s last album and the new re-release with the new tracks:

…and i’ve been really indulging in madonna’s energy and spirituality.
i’ve been watching her tours on youtube as well.
mdna, confessions, and sticky and sweet tours >
madonna has me on an obsession tour of her entire catalogue rn.

…but notice how i’m fonting so highly about gaga,
and even madonna’s old shit,
but i’m not doing that with mariah atm.

i just think my spirit isn’t really drawn to mariah atm.
i’ll brb to “here for it all” once it is.

lowkey: one mariah album i didn’t like was “me… me i am mariah”.
i can safely font that “here for it all” isn’t on that level so thats a good sign.
it is below “caution” tho.