in my complex,
when i’m coming home from work,
i always look through people’s homes.
i know,
creep much?
in my defense,
people’s blinds are up and everything is on display.
i feel like they do this for folks like me.
there is one spot i always look in since its close to my apartment.
it’s a gay couple of an asian and white male…

the asian is a lean twink to the muscular white male.
they live in a one bedroom.
they have a huge TV and right now and they’re binging “succession“.
ask me how i know?

tonight as i was coming home,
the “succession” HBO MAX title screen was on the TV.
the asian was cooking dinner and the white wolf was in a towel.
it seems the white male had just got out the shower.
they were talking about something but i won’t hold you:

the white male’s bawdy was on levels of “cum fuck me right now”.

i was taken aback at how his bawdy looked.
he is clearly using every inch of my complex’s amenities to his advantage.

as i was walking to my spot,
it made me want to look forward to coming home to my own “someone”.
right now tho,
i’m between a peaceful rock and wanting a hard dick.

after all i’ve been through,
i’m over meeting the typical idiots that are drawn to me,
but at the same time:

i refuse to give up hope that my wolf is somewhere is out there.

we have shows to binge,
dinners to cook,
and conversations to be had while he’s in just a towel.