one thing i realized while listening to the new summer walker album,
“still over it“:
We all like to think we are special snowflakes.
we all like to think that they won’t turn on us.
“he treats me differently than he does him/her.”
“he never did what he did with his exes than he did with me.”
in reality tho…
He just hasn’t done it to you “yet”.
if he was an asshole to them,
he will be an asshole to you.
as much as we want to coddle summer walker,
did she ignore the red flags because she thought she was special?
when i think back:
My First was a “pick me” for his wolf pack.
Work Wolf was a liar,
WW3 was an emotionally unavailable brick wall.
this even applies to ex-friends that i’ve been around.
i saw them talk about folks behind their backs and do shady shit,
but they seemed to treat me differently at the time.
they invited me out,
texted me all day,
and shared “personal things” with me.
i need you to read me carefully.
you are not special to him or those people.
you know the people i’m talmbout.
you keep ignoring all the red flags because you’re having fun or the dick is good.
people have been warning you,
but you haven’t been listening but you’ll learn pretty soon.
you haven’t experienced what the others before you have experienced…