i guess it couldn’t last forever.
i was in full relax mode,
getting ready to play some batman,
when my phone started going off.
it was work wolf calling me…
so we started back talking like two weeks ago.
it was gradual.
this week was full blown texting all day.
we moved on.
that “break” thing really helps.
“so i wanted to tell you first…”
“i have an interview for a spot at a new company.
my boy is trying to get me a job…”
i tried to be as happy as i could.
he goes on to tell me they have to set a time to interview.
its a good position and the pay is even better.
he hasn’t been happy working at our job anymore.
he works long hours and he has been stressed out.
“will we still keep in touch?”
you’re not going anywhere.”
…but why do i feel like we will drift apart tho?
maybe its the sudden sadness i feel?
is it fear?
or am i being pessimistic?
i don’t know,
but i feel like i won’t ever hear from him again.
i got really attached to him.
i’m a fool.
we talked for a little and then we hung up.
before i hit end,
he reassured me that he will always be in my life.
“if it wasn’t for you,
i wouldn’t be the person i am now.
who else is going to yell at me when i fuck up?”
i don’t why i’m feeling like “this” tho.
20 minutes later and i’m feeling some kind of way.
i don’t even have the focus to play my game anymore.
its like i want to be left alone.
i feel sad.