i’ve been feeling so off this week.
i was sick,
but there was more going on too.
i did not understand why,
but i felt depressed for no reason at all.
things have been going pretty well.
job is going good
skin is looking like smooth caramel
money could be better but i’m not in struggle city
wolves on the streets been sniffing around my parts
going out alone and enjoying my own company
the foxhole has been engaging with great debate/topics
so what could possibly be bothering me?
as soon as i looked at the calendar…
it’s been 5 years since star fox left this world
it actually started last week.
i saw this guy on the train and he looked dead ass like star fox.
it had me legit do a double take.
he was the same height,
and side profile.
it was one of the eeriest things i’ve ever seen.
i’ve seen lookalikes like my parents on the streets,
but this person looked like he could be star fox’s twin.
it was almost like a reminder his death anniversary was coming up.
i use to get those kind of spiritual and internal alerts with my parents,
but i don’t get them as much as the years go on.
i miss my brother.
i tried to replace the presence he had in my life,
but no one has or will come close.
after the date passes,
i’ll be good again.