he asked me how he looked in his outfit as i sat on the table.
he looked good af.
the way his arms and chest looked in his shirt had me on brick.
the way his plump ass hugged his dress pants made me lose my mind slowly.
i don’t know if he was completely straight tho.
no fully straight male lets me touch him the way i do.
it wasn’t sexual,
but it way past the “uh i’m straight” line.
some straights are comfortable around gays,
but there is a limit they will not cross.
he was one of them.
i told him his shirt was sticking out in the back.
he walked over to me,
got between my legs,
and told me to tuck it in.
i was getting really overcome with horniness tbph.
in a bold move,
i tried something i never thought i would…
the nfl baller wolf.
the wolf i was interested in recently.
some other “straight” wolves i knew in my past.
they were all wolves who were straight but seemed to be curious and interested in me.
i have this thing where i can attract curious males like moths to a flame,
but because i’m so worried about being “wrong”,
i kept a respectful line.
it might have made them think i wasn’t interested even though i was.
i had a dream last night about ^that situation above with a past wolf i mentioned,
but i had to wonder…
What would have happened if I told those wolves I wanted some dick,
but let’s keep what we do on the low?
we all know how straight males operate.
some of these males that hover around us don’t/didn’t act fully straight.
a majority of the time,
they are waiting for us to make the first move.
other gay males have had luck doing it.
i know for me,
my biggest fear was being wrong and looked at like a predator.
some males will act like your friend but blast you for violating.
i have major trust issues when it comes to other males tbh.
most of them were always my bullies and used my “softness” against me.
i never revealed my feelings because i wanted to protect myself.
i didn’t want to be punched in the face either.
…but what if?
i’m not fonting to go out there and proposition every male,
but how what are the signs a male is truly curious about you?
or if he is trying to get us comfortable to give us what we been waiting on?
Do we have to invite him over to smoke?
Find creative ways to be in his space and radar?
Be upfront that we want the pipe and whatever we do stays between us?
leave it be and let it happen when he gets comfortable?