ya’ll are so nosy.
i get it.
i’m nosy too but my nosiness also comes with trust.
folks spill to me and they know it doesn’t get out.
i posted these stories on the foxhole ig yesterday:
…and i woke up to my box blown up with messages.
“Spill to me!”
“I wanna know too!”
okay so let’s font for a little.
i got some stuff to share with you…
i’ve had many jobs in my life.
…but the one job that i never did successfully was to be “me“.
i know you are wondering what i’m fonting about.
i have been all of those things to males that i really wanted to be with.
i saw one i took a liking to,
or realized that he was attracted to me,
ima font you something foxhole.
don’t let this online shit fool you.
we let this social media shit become our reality.
we think that if it’s happen on social media then it’s the outside world.
ima be 110 wit you.
if some of these males i post,
that was gay/bi in real life,
and i met them in real life…
he asked me how he looked in his outfit as i sat on the table.
he looked good af.
the way his arms and chest looked in his shirt had me on brick.
the way his plump ass hugged his dress pants made me lose my mind slowly.
i don’t know if he was completely straight tho.
no fully straight male lets me touch him the way i do.
it wasn’t sexual,
but it way past the “uh i’m straight” line.
some straights are comfortable around gays,
but there is a limit they will not cross.
he was one of them.
i told him his shirt was sticking out in the back.
he walked over to me,
got between my legs,
and told me to tuck it in.
i was getting really overcome with horniness tbph.
in a bold move,
i tried something i never thought i would…
the nfl baller wolf.
the wolf i was interested in recently.
some other “straight” wolves i knew in my past.
they were all wolves who were straight but seemed to be curious and interested in me.
i have this thing where i can attract curious males like moths to a flame,
but because i’m so worried about being “wrong”,
i kept a respectful line.
it might have made them think i wasn’t interested even though i was.
i had a dream last night about ^that situation above with a past wolf i mentioned,
but i had to wonder…
i’m very lenient on males who realize they’re attracted to other males,
don’t get me wrong,
some shit makes my head spin around in disgust,
but other things i don’t attack as fast as others.
i’ve been there as being someone who was attracted to other males,
but terrified in allowing myself to feel those feelings.
What will my family think?
What will the people in Barbados think?
What will people that are around me think?
Will I be shunned and ostracized?
no matter the age,
it can be a culture shock and huge life adjustment especially with all the “rules” within this life.
it’s very scary,
but this is one thing i won’t tolerate…
males exude dominance in sex.
the bedroom is the only place they have control.
men can show their domance over other males during sex.
how many times have you wanted to dominate that cocky asshole?
we have seen cocky males get turned into pretzels by other males and bow down sexually.
sidenotes: i’ve heard of a record producer who would assert his dominance over rappers he signed.
it was power.
a vixen walked in on him getting his meat sucked from a popular rapper.
imagine walking in and seeing some shit like that?
so the question is:
What can women do to show their dominance?
i saw the following tweet and it seems vixens are tired of how they’re treated by males…