everyone is still talking about lee thompson young.
he committed suicide last week that left everyone baffled.
well someone posted a video that tries to trump the whole “depressed” thing.
it was a filmed a week before he killed himself….
people are saying he may have been allegedly murdered.
listen when i was depressed,
i was still outside with my best face on.
i had to meet people constantly so there was no time for “the look of sadness“.
my ex boss had no problem calling it out either.
the only person i revealed my suicidal thoughts to was star fox.
i trusted no one else at the time with those secrets as they could be used against me.
depression isn’t a set “look”.
there are many people who walk around here,
and are ready to jump off the next roof.
don’t thinkthe attention whores of instagram aren’t suffering from depression either.
he was an actor and his job was to act.
that is why many of them can lie on camera in interviews.
this is their job.
it was when he was in his own space and alone to think did he take the mask off.
whatever happened to lee,
i hope he is at peace.
for anyone who feels depressed or even suicidal,
please talk to someone.
i know it’s tough,
and it can be embarrassing,
but we don’t want to lose you with no answers.
if you have no one to talk to or trust:
x click here for your local suicide hotline
and no shame or judgment,
but talking to someone who you may not know can help.
jamari fox capes for therapists HEAVY.
my old joint was great until she retired.
when i get my money in order,
trust i will get a good one to give me that extra help.
lastly writing on this website helped me tremendously.
i can be 100% honest with no need of lying to anymore.
i don’t give a fuck about anyone’s opinion about me.
i don’t care how much i speak about an issue.
it’s bothering me and i’ll talk about it.
i’m not embarrassed by my issues,
will let you know i’m a fuckin’ mess,
and appreciate the feedback i get.
both postive and negative.
there is always a message in both.
try starting a blog and writing your feelings out.
it could be private or a global platform for people to comment.
writing ( x or even video blogging like beyonce ) can help get whatever it is out.
please don’t suffer.