you won’t always be the “people’s choice”.
and no doubt good looking.
you probably know how to dress.
some people don’t know how to figure you out.
you can do everything in your power to play “nice”.
rescue a cat from a tree,
or stop a missile headed straight to the us with the help of superman…
it won’t mean shit!
some people will simply just not stand your ass.
well that is unless you are “the favorite”.
the life for “the favorite” is fantastic.
so i had to wonder,
in order to stop conflict and keep the peace…
Should we all strive to become “the favorite”?…
my boss and i got into it heavy today.
i tried yawl.
i so so so so tried.
i mean we were going at it in her office.
look i’m a nice person,
but i can only take about so much.
i almost thought i would have been fired this morning.
i was talking back and being just as sarcastic as she was.
i was fed the fuck up.
i realize that since i’m not her favorite,
we will continue to have beef.
the worst part is?
she believes everything liar liar says about me.
i had to ask myself does this bitch fact check?
or she just goes on the word of a liar i had to expose to her face?
i also see that the new wolf is positioning himself to be in her good graces.
that explains why he gets to come in late and take days off,
but when i do it,
i’m ignored and my emails are just “read”.
hence the little spat we had today.
work or even with your family,
when you aren’t “the favorite”,
life can pretty much suck donkey balls.
people will more than likely blacklist your entire life.
you will be forced to watch others get treated fairly.
you will become “the enemy”.
so people will more than likely believe everything that is said about you.
sucks don’t it?
after that major blow up,
i sat at my desk and tried to cool down.
i didn’t even feel worried.
it wasn’t my finest hour,
but at least i spoke up for myself.
if she fired me,
i had to ask if i would care?
i suffered last year on unemployment,
but i’m completely over being the enemy for these assholes.
throughout the day,
i would stop and look at everyone in my department.
why am i the enemy here?
i am a good person,
and i came in as a team player,
but what did i do to deserve this?
liar liar started shit with me first.
she is the one who tried to ruin my reputation first.
i defended myself and here we are.
maybe if i would have shut up and kissed ass,
i would be getting special privileges in my department.
they all wack AF anyway.
at least i’m not the enemy with the assistants.
my old boss.
the “vogues/vanity fairs/gqs/essence/and social media” clients.
the ones who come over to me and bring free magazines and goodies.
they know the deal.
i’m “the favorite” in that side of the world.
in life we’re not always going to the people’s choice.
sometimes just being “you” is a bad idea to other people.
people with no reason than just what they “heard” or their own insecurities.
so i had to wonder…