i have had a very challenging week.
my job is being “my job”.
even tho my old boss is gone,
and it has gotten a lot calmer,
it seems pineapples have gone buck wild.
its like people doing what they feel like.
everyone taking days off and backing up the work load.
people been out for the week now.
the new boss is just allowing it.
i was supposed to go to karrine steffan’s event for her new book.
that didn’t happen because i had to work overtime.
well i was having a good day today until mi hit me up this afternoon…
“don’t be mad,
but i don’t have enough money to cover rent”
did i mention that rent is due TOMORROW!?
like you spring this one me the day before rent is due?????
she assured me during the month she would be good.
i bought that ps4 because she promised she would have her portion.
she was being irresponsible.
she also tells me she paid off her phone bill with the rent money.
its like this chick is addicted to snap chat.
and the like.
so of course,
i spazzed on her heavy at work.
she gonna give me an attitude because she fucked up.
^me being rihanna in that gif.
i don’t get it.
so i’m in my bedroom and she is in the living room.
she catching herself not talking to me.
i get the attitude for your blatant fuck up?
not only that,
but i’m in-between blessings this month.
she has been eatin me out of house and home.
its my fault tho.
i was being too nice.
i caught myself trying to over extend myself because she is my cousin.
welp that stops!
if she doesn’t have her shit by next month,
which includes another job,
she needs to find another place to live.
i’m pretty much her last stop too.
lowkey: its funny how one thing can lead to a bunch of shit fuckin’ up your day.
i’m trying to find the blessings,
but i’m too depressed right now to find that outlook.
i might need to watch ( x last week’s church service ) again.