please forgive me.
i went to a workshop that i signed up for.
it was a while ago and i completely forgot.
well i got the reminder email yesterday.
it went from 6 to 9pm.
i was so tired,
but i tried to keep it together.
as i was in there,
pretending i was really paying attention,
i thought about my life as a whole…
i want more.
somewhere along the line,
i slipped and fell in a very dark place.
i have definitely seen the light these last few days.
well it started months ago,
but as the weeks went on,
i see just how unhappy i actually am.
i even attracted myself to people who are probably not good for me.
i don’t know.
tonight i am tired AF,
but i’ll glady start once i get my gps back in order.
i am learning to just try and go with the flow.
its hard when you’re impatient and lonely.
lowkey: i watched “scream queens” today.
i missed it last night,
but i got the two episodes in.
i can say liked it.
the death scenes were weird and it wasn’t what i was expecting,
but i’ll tune in.