Dilemmas On Fucking An Old A$$hole

“God I want to fuck him again…”

I said this to myself, Foxes.
A moment of weakness I am sure.
I actually went hunting for that asshole I use to let pipe me,
THAT I GOT RID OF BECAUSE HE WAS INDEED AN ASSHOLE,
just so I could get some dick again.
I know, pathetic….

I have been going through a dry spell.
A MAJOR ONE.
I KNOW HE IS WRONG,
because I stopped sexing for stupidity,
but he is the only dick from my past that could turn me out and satisfy me.
Sadly, he was a selfish asshole that only wanted things his way.

Peep his details Foxes:

5’11
Caramel completion
Muscular body
Handsome face
Big hands
Nice tongue
The ability to make me cum after a few good hard strokes
….But, pure raw asshole!

I know my Foxes have been there.
WE ALL HAVE AN OLD ASSHOLE IN OUR LIVES.

This is a vent really.

Have you ever been horny as SHIT…
and contemplated fucking someone you dropped because the sex was good?


I know I could go out there and meet some new dick.
But you know I am a Fox with a particular taste in Wolves.
The online thing is a waste of time, imo.
I want to go online Wolf huntin but it is soooo daggone tedious.
You don’t know if you are going to get the gold or get fooled.
I’m not in the mood to go through ads and ads looking for a Wolf that is a “?”.
I’m not like the Jackals and Hyenas who can pinpoint exactly what I’m looking for.

Old Asshole was a reliable good fuck who knew my body.
Of course, I threw his number out and said, “Nice Knowing Ya Asshole!
I figured I wouldn’t need him anymore since when I am done with em,
I’m pretty much done with em.

I guess I just needed his body.

I think what set it off was that sex dream I had about him last night.
It was a flashback on the last time we had sex.
He fucked me so stupid that night,
at one point I had to look back at him and say,
“damn nigga you are fucking me so hard!”

I woke up jacking off because I was so horny.

My logical side says to wait for Mr. Daddy Wolf who I am sure is cumming soon… but not soon enough.
BUT DAMMIT I’M HORNY.

Ugh.

13 thoughts on “Dilemmas On Fucking An Old A$$hole

  1. Idk what to say cause im going through the same thing. Try to keep your mind occupied with things to do dont even jack off cause it wont satisfy you lol. You need to feel a man put that weight on you. Good luck

    1. ^it sucks!!!
      I told myself I was going on a “No Jack Off” hiatus…. Starting tomorrow.
      Lol

      I need to let go some steam after this day and go to sleep well rested for this!
      At least we aren’t whoring our bodies out to satisfy one need,
      Which is inspiring enough.

  2. I was in the same boat. My dryspell was about 5 months long. I woke up one morning about a month ago, and my dick hadn’t been this brick since i was a 19 year old virgin, who knew he was about to lose his homo-virginity. Anyway, jackin off wasn’t doin it for me. I knew this fox who fits the description of your old asshole Jamari, but I lost his number. I remembered he was on Skype, so I logged on, spit game, and made arrangements to meet up. So I went over, no words were spoken, and we start goin at it. I can’t tell how good it felt to have skin-to-skin contact after my 5 month dry spell. Jamari, he and you are pretty similar, slim build, not the biggest booty, but got the tightest foxhole. And he throw it back so good, it’s like he is the one that’s doing the fucking. Afterwards, we both decided we would be each others friends with benefits, so we never have a dryspell again. I hope this arrangement works out. BTW, how long you been on your dryspell?

    1. ^that sounds so good Rashad.
      Damn…

      My dry spell is going on 10 months.
      I had sex with someone I met online and it was okay.
      Couldn’t handle my tite walls and came fast.
      Plus side is he ate me out something serious!!!!!!
      Physically, he was borderline okay into cute.

      I would rather meet my meat a different way.
      These dudes online are just “okay”.
      Lol

  3. God I hate this I threw my old fuck buddy number away cause it wasn’t going anywhere. So I’m going through this dry spell hoping the new year can bring some new wolves in the picture. If not hell I guess I’ll have to go to the pay sites cause xtube and my vidster is all I have

    1. ^we use to “talk” but he was fuckin other Foxes, as well as me.
      All while trying to tell me that I needed to not talk to anyone else.
      He should know that I work for the FBI.
      Plus since he looked good,
      he thought everyone should bow down to him and his dick.

      That is a conflict of interest LOL

  4. This post was really talking to me. try a dry spell hitting 3 years….sometimes i am str8 crazy. I don’t backtrack to good dick b/c I had to get rid of them for a reason. I just want some West Indian/African Ninja pipe to just knock me back into my Dalai Lama state of mind.

  5. “I just want some West Indian/African Ninja pipe to just knock me back into my Dalai Lama state of mind…….”

    spit the truth Maddy McMan.. aint nothing better… especially those from Ghanna..

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