in my fantasies,
my manz is dominate AF on the outside.
he has that look of “i don’t play dat” but when he is with me privately,
bay-beeeeeeeeeeeeeee…

he has his submissive moments where he begs for it.

i can put a collar on him and walk him around,
while he is begging to get some.

there is something about straight wolves admitting they like getting pegged that drives me nuts.
i don’t know why this is.
anyhoo,
i saw a video the other day on “okhomo” on reddit and i gotta admit that it drove me nuts.

i love being told what to do but i love good communication so i’m different.
so i went down his wolf hole and further was driven nuts because…

ya know,
The Foxhole was right.

the gym is a tapped resource to meet a manz.

something about the sweat,
and the grunts and groans,
and the lowkey bawdy worship…

outside of the meat market,
i’ve found myself getting hooked by working out.
it helps when a gym is an amenity in your complex.
i’ve been drinking protein shakes,
checking what i eat,
and looking into gym sneakers.
i’ve also found people here to “gym check in” with too.
i was late in meeting one of my “check ins” with this morning.
we like to work out early to beat the morning crowd.
they left as i was working on getting my tail right for the summer,
but i started to notice a wolf who was hovering around me.
Foxhole…

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i love “scream“.
it is one of my favorite horror genres.
halloween is next to follow.
so i was hype to watch “scream 7“.
i purposely avoided reviews BUT:

2 Foxholers
2 Others

…made it very clear to watch at my own risk.
i watched and now the makers of that diabolical are at risk with me.
so i’m gonna give thoughts (and it’ll be filled with spoilers)…

i’ll never forget someone telling me about people who perished in 9/11.
they said that many of those people probably don’t even know they have died,
so there spirits are stuck in a loop,
repeating that day over and over.
that is why there a heavy energy down there.
its literally an open graveyard.
who knows if we are walking by actual people or ghosts.
never forget.

when people say a house is haunted,
that means the spirit in the house hasn’t been released.
that is why i learned there is no reason to be scared of it/them.
we need to let it know its safe to move forward and be free.

follow me to where i’m leading with this.

earlier today,
i was talking with fancy and she mentioned negative self talk.
she said that its like…

i have a question for you:

are some males actually out of our league?
or is that the story we chose to tell ourselves in fear of rejection?

…until we meet someone who we think is “out of our league”,
and they show us that regardless of what we think we don’t have,
they are attracted to something we do have.
we been in our own bawdies for a long time so we know what works,
doesn’t work,
what we wish we had that would make things work,
and what has become “what we think makes us ugly“.
karaoke said something to me that i had to share with The Foxhole:

“people really need to start telling themselves a new story in their heads.”

i saw this thread on reddit and i wanted to share it on the Foxhole…

many people don’t know what kind of drunk they are.

happy drunk
flirty drunk
secret pop star performer drunk
hoe drunk
angry drunk
“may end up missing and never found again” drunk

…because sometimes,
you don’t realize who you are when you’re drunk:

until someone tells you the next day.

someone i know i first met completely out of control while drunk.
he was two parts friendly drunk,
but i peeped the one part angry drunk peaking out in moments.
he was so drunk,
he was making up shit and sounded really convincing while doing it.
the other night tho,
he got black out drunk and ended up…