yesterday when i got into work,
everyone was weird.
well weirder than usual.
the atmosphere felt really tense.
people were being standoffish than usual.
my foxy senses didn’t like it at all.
i knew the end of the day was going to be some bullshit…
so i sat at my desk,
saw that i had more work than usual,
and put my headphones on.
i had already prayed real heavy before i left my crib.
“god what is to be will be.
i know last year i damn near suffered,
but i pray you will open a door if i get fired today…”
or in other words:
“i wonder how it feels when someone buries themselves?”
“god i’m glad to above ground.
i would hate the feeling of being buried.”
“i hope whoever takes this new position will be different…”
i’m glad god has been working on me.
i really wanted to get up and slap the fire that hoe.
the day felt like a slow torture.
i wanted to know when this was going to happen.
by after lunch,
i was actually ready.
this was the slope down before i clocked out.
at this point i was tired of seeing this bitch and hearing her voice.
she was being all around nasty like i personally did something to her.
the way she bragged about getting more money was nauseating.
the bitch just loves to talk about herself.
if she has an audience,
her mouth will continue to perform.
one of the reasons i try to keep my headphones in.
i was deep in work and listening to my music.
“gold digger era” playlist i made.
i noticed everyone get up and head over to the conference room.
i took my headphones out and overheard lliar liar ordered pizza.
she never alerted me to every go and get a slice.
i wasn’t going to get up to get shit.
when she finally did ask if i wanted some,
i walked into an empty pizza box.
“oh damn sorry!
i thought there was one slice left…”
i watched my boss walk out her office at 5pm to leave.
liar liar packed up and followed soon after.
i guess “countdown to fired” wasn’t happening yesterday then?
i see i’ll be nice and uncomfortable until that time.
i had such a bad migraine when i left that place.
i came home,
popped 3 sleeping pills,
and was out for the rest of the night.
on lighter news tho:
i have a job interview next week.
i really hope this goes well.
i want the satisfaction of leaving on my own terms.
lowkey: i also hope i get to work for a straight wolf again.
one with balls this time.
no more vixen managers or supervisors.
no offense to my vixen readers.