i decided to clean my room.
i actually woke up out my sleep to do it.
my room was a hot ass mess.
everything was all over the place.
that seemed to be the theme of my current life.
i folded all the clothes in the big ass bag of laundry to my left.
i also organized and put stuff away to my right.
as i did it,
i felt the energy freeing up in my space.
it made me feel calm.
it was a rough week and i could hardly focus.
at about 6am,
i was awakened to this loud banging on my bedroom door…
“can you lock the door?”
it was mi.
she had a bag over her shoulder.
when i walked out,
drowsy as hell,
i saw she had her suitcase at my front door.
this was it.
she was leaving.
she opened the door and that was it.
“thanks for allowing me to stay.”
i would have even taken:
“eat shit and die.”
she just left to head to florida.
once i saw her leave in some car,
i decided to clean my entire apartment.
i wanted to get her energy up and out.
did some sage,
and then went and grabbed the mop and bucket.
i did an all day cleaning.
i threw a lot of shit out.
i also went and bought some new household things.
it’s back to looking like my own again.
the energy feels better throughout my home.
i feel happy again.