i don’t take too kindly to folks looking down on me or others.
fuck around and i’ll bypass you like the tortoise did the hare.
folks who never worked a day in their life,
or maybe a few jobs here and there,
like to look down on those working a 9-5s.
i hear a lot of the attentionistos/escorts like to do that.
i think we all in the same boat.
i’m here to font you why…
1. early to rise
corporate – most of us have to get up at like 6 am.
4 to 5 am.
we get out shit together to go to a job we hate or “eh” about.
that is our set schedules until we leave at 5-6pm,
only to do it again the next day.
attentionistos/escorts – you have to get up early too.
most of them get to the gym by 4-5am.
you might have a photo shoot that day.
you might have to go trolling online ads,
and clubs to meet your next john.
so you need to be on time.
if your john calls,
someone you or “eh” about,
you need to be ready to go see what he/she wants.
corporate – we don’t get to choose our bosses.
some of them are really cool.
we hope one day die in an unfortunate accident.
bosses can be cool about letting you take a day off.
you can damn near need to beg.
the worst ones are the ones who don’t like you,
parade their “favorites“,
but enjoy setting you up for failure.
attentionistos/escorts – you don’t choose your johns.
they choose you.
you can look bomb af and still get dismissed.
just because your bawdy is crazy,
that doesn’t mean folks will spend their money on you.
like a corporate interview,
God forbid your personality is dry or you’re a dead animal in bed.
you can spend days suckin’ and fuckin’ and get nowhere.
3. health benefits
corporate – one benefit of these jobs is the health benefits.
it can be your whole damn check for good health and dental.
if i get sick tomorrow,
i’m pretty much out of the office until i recover.
the issue is that if i don’t come in for months at a time,
i could lose my job and the health benefits.
attentionistos/escorts – i don’t think many have health insurance.
they are pretty much out here living dangerously.
they are one gym injury from doom.
you can get injured in the gym if you fuck up.
their jobs are to be the fantasy.
you can’t be a fantasy when your spine is protruding through your ass.
4. most white folks can’t be trusted
corporate – you can’t trust white folks in corporate settings.
there tends to be a lot of them that will screw you over.
i have 2 at my current job.
some will start out cool af and suddenly change over time.
they will always look out for their own,
but if they really like you,
they’ll step out on a limb for you.
attentionistos/escorts – i hate to font it but:
Black males are cheap af
some can be tight with the wallet strings.
unless you can meet an alleged “kerry rhodes”…
if you’re a black wolf with bawdy,
you can always find a fox or vixen to pay your bills.
if you’re a black fox,
unless you find a black drug dealer,
you may need to go the “white route for easy money.
they chances of getting a black sugar daddy is slim to none.
white males are pretty much where the money is at.
you can finagle a lifestyle out of them,
but you have to consistently be in their favor.
the moment you fall out of it…
5. new meat
corporate – you can work at a company for 5 years,
be the best worker they ever had,
and your ass will be out the door if they find someone better.
some whites will cut their noses off to spite their faces.
if you live in an “at will” state,
your chances of that are doubled.
you are basically a paper trail of fuck ups in being out the door.
attentionistos/escorts – the more the seconds on the clock move,
the more you age.
there is some new and hot attentionisto always wanting the thone.
in the “canceled” culture we live in,
most of the current attentionistos are hanging on by a thread.
we’ve seen the fall of most of them.
now they’ve become rappers or pitching personal training.
the public is your boss along with the john.
so unless you were born into money/trust fund cub,
i don’t get the judgment.
it’s really bizarre.
we all in this struggle together baby.
no matter if you’re in an office or laying on your back.
the goal for both will always be:
if you’re the only black around white folks,
whether in corporate or not,
you should never choose to look down on the rest of us.
that’s when your “end” is on the way.
we are fighting for a seat at the table.
if you’re black in any field,
the fight is doubled.
nothing is guarenteed.
you are never safe unless you have your own.
working in corporate and escorting should have an end game.
What am I doing THIS for?
trying to pay my way through school?
become a manager/supervisor?
stack to retire?
meet a sucker to suck/fuck his brains out for stability?
in both scenarios,
you should always be on the look out for threats,
but your “end game” should be the main target.
this is why i’m amused at those who brag/stuck up on social media.
they’re often playing the game wrong.
i’ve given myself a time limit for this “coporate” experience.
i’m tired of the phones,
and the all in-between.
i want more from my life.
as a black male,
i deserve success as every one else out here.
one that is legal and will allow me to live comfortable.
you should be fighting for the same too.