on its first official day of spring,
or the first “damn it’s hot” day,
i decided to get dressed and head out.
let me ask you something, my reader.
you ever got it just right?
your mood is right
you look good.
your outfit looks and fits perfectly.
kicks go perfectly.
well that was me a couple of hours ago…
i wanted to go to best buy,
since after my last entry,
i wanted to see what meat they had.
as i’m walking towards it,
this wolf and 2 vixens were coming out a store next to it.
one of them had a baby so i assumed he was the baby daddy.
they stood on the sidewalk,
wondering which direction to go next.
the two vixens were backing me,
but he was looking in my direction as i was walking towards him.
he did the turn in my direction,
daddy looked like sex.
had this long piece of hair going from his chin.
(whatever it’s called fails me at the moment)
he was what i needed to get by.
he was just staring at me.
i was staring at him.
he was smiling at me.
i was smiling at him.
vixen 1 points at the baby cooing.
he breaks contact with me.
(saw he had these perfect white teeth)
i wept inside.
i go inside best buy and i’m looking around.
i wanted to check out the imacs.
even though i cannot afford one now,
i needed a reason to check out the wolves.
there was fine wolves everywhere.
some had the snug fitted khaki’s on.
others been working out so you saw the details in the blue shirts.
then there was a lot who were just shopping.
i spoke to this one spanish wolf with light hazel eyes about the imac.
at that point,
didn’t give a fuck about the imac…
as i’m looking at the video games,
this big siberian queen and his best vixen friend spotted me.
high school kids.
probably in best buy looking for what i’m looking for.
i go to one aisle,
they follow me to the next.
finally she walked up to me as i was looking at the kill bill blu ray:
“i don’t mean to offend you…”
i knew where this was going.
“…but my friend thinks you are really cute.”
i told her to tell him thank you.
i was flattered.
i wasn’t going to be rude or diss the boy.
i was his “wolf”.
i was also his:
“fine ass muthafucka
with that damn baby
and those two hoes”.
that should make me feel good about myself.
i’m sure on my “i feel ugly” days,
i will forget this moment even happened.
all that went through my head when they walked away…
why couldn’t the wolf outside be that bold?
in a perfect world, right?