so work wolf and i are done.
put a fork in it.
he pretty much betrayed me to the lowest bidder.
i wasn’t going to write tonight,
but if i didn’t,
i know i would have snapped off.
i guess i should’ve known better…
so as of recent,
work wolf has been really moody.
he admitted to me he has been moody.
the job has been stressing him out.
he also admitted to treating me like shit,
but he apologized for it yesterday.
like earlier this week it was all good.
today comes and he is a born again asshole.
so i decided to go over to his desk right after i clocked out.
he usually meets me downstairs.
when i got there,
he was really distant.
so i told him i was going to go home alone.
he tried to stop me,
but then said “cool and thanks”.
i figured that was because i understood he was feeling moody.
i told him we will talk tomorrow.
so when i got in my crib,
i got a text from the vixen at my job.
the mutual one that usually tags along with us.
“are you ok?”
so she begins to tell me how work wolf told her,
with liar liar standing there,
that he told me to go home because he didn’t feel like talking to me.
he TOLD me to go home?
…so she said after liar liar left to go home,
they both went and had a drink.
“was he moody with you?”
“not at all.”
“he said he didn’t want people to start talking.
thats why he sent you home.”
SENT me home?
from what i remember,
he was having a mood swing and i picked up on it.
instead of dealing with an attitude,
i lot my shit and left..
so wtf is he talking about?
and all of a sudden,
he worried about people talking about us?
i thought he didn’t give a fuck?
she told me how he is trying to leave the job.
he told me that earlier today.
i was supportive of his decision and basically “cheer leadered”him to go.
i’m really hurt tonight.
i’m in shock that i don’t even want to believe it.
we talked today and he even bought me lunch,
but now he flipped on me?
a side of me wanted to text him and ask him “wtf?”,
but i have no words for him tonight.
how could he do this to me?
i feel so betrayed and going to say what he said in front of liar liar.
i don’t know what to say.
all i know his contact is out my phone and his text thread is deleted.
i wanted to go as far as changing my number.
i don’t want nothing to do with him.
he doesn’t know anything yet,
but i’m over it all.
and wtf was all that talk that “he accepted me for me” bullshit?
was that just talk?
but i feel really stupid to put my trust in him.
like he acted comfortable,
and now its a problem?
was this all an act?
like i don’t even know what to say besides i just want to cry.
lowkey: i don’t even know to handle him tomorrow.
i have a headache.
i’m going to bed.
thank you foxhole for listening.