she came here to make it from down south.
she came up here to help her triflin ass familyfrom what i remember.
we met at my past joband we clicked instantly.
after all she didfor her triflin ass family,
they kicked her out and she was homeless.
her baby daddy wasn’t shiteither.
she tried to live at him,
but it was hell.
she ended up having to go to a homeless shelter,
where someone stole most of her stuff one day.
i remember having to console her because she was crying uncontrollably.
“it’s not fair.”
that’s all i remember her saying as she weeped.
she was determined to make “new yawk” work with her baby tho.
i told her don’t stay here to suffer.
we lost touch after leaving that job,
but we recently re-connected.
i just looked at her socials…
…and don’t think you won’t.
you’re not immune to doing dumb shit.
you are not immune to meeting a jackal in pretty fur you are not immune by all your friends turning on you you are not immune to losing all your money you are not immune to being outed and embarrassed you are also not immune to catching a fatal disease
which is why when older animalslook down on me,
i want to say:
“muthafucka get the fuck off your high horse.
you know damn well you was ack’in a damn fool out here.
its a wonder you don’t have aids.”
…and i want him to climb me next. oops. sorry. ratchet jamari wuz here. anyway so you know how i feel about the hubz in my head, kellon deryck. he is smart as well as sexy as hell!
well he wrote something the other dayand completely inspired me. inspired me so much that tears rolled fuck hell down my face. check what he said… Continue reading “Kellon Deryck Climbed His Mountain”
life is not what it is without mountains.
everyone in life,
no matter who they are,
has a couple mountains to climb.
mountains can be small,
as they don’t require much effortand have quicker lessons.
then there are those mountains,
from the distance,
look absolutely terrifying.
those are the ones with the biggest lessons and memorable victories.
so i had to ask…
today was a day.
it was pretty eventfulto say the least.
it felt like a climb up a very large mountain.
one of many i have climbed recently.
after i wrote the two entries earlier,
i got my clothes together and left the crib.
it was hotter than i expected so i was covered in sweat. i couldn’t stop sweating.
i was on the train probably looking greasy as hell.
i had an appointment with my new business manager.
the fox is in business. well trying to be… Continue reading “Minding My Business (Long Distance)”