life is not what it is without mountains.
everyone in life,
no matter who they are,
has a couple mountains to climb.
mountains can be small,
as they don’t require much effort and have quicker lessons.
then there are those mountains,
from the distance,
look absolutely terrifying.
those are the ones with the biggest lessons and memorable victories.
so i had to ask…
What does your latest mountain look like?
the latest mountain,
from where i’m standing,
is fuckin’ humungous.
it looks mentally draining and i need a drink.
i have been feeling depressed as of late,
i’m 100% sure that fear is enhancing how that i feel.
my mountain is one of making a career and finding happiness.
being able to be taken seriously within the entertainment world.
its currently made up of “no money”,
“bills to pay”,
and “ugh this fuckin’ job”.
i don’t know what steps i need to take to start climbing.
because of this,
when i look around this deep valley of mess i am in,
i get very overwhelmed.
hence needing the drink or a stiff penis.
i actually wish i had a partner to help me.
one that had more tools,
and their way around their own mountains to success.
my mountain is def not like everyone else.
some people’s mountains are getting off drugs,
not looking for meaningless sex,
or finding a better paying job.
whatever the mountain is,
no one has the right to fault others for their missteps.
its not easy to start climbing.
it takes brave people who are either complete fed up or hit rock bottom.
“don’t judge my mountain because you stopped trying to climb yours!”
so take some time to look at the mountain ahead.
i mean really look at it.
it looks scary,
but there maybe some good experiences on the path to greatness.
time to figure out what is needed to get on it.
it may take a day,
or maybe a year.
even looking back at the other mountains in the past.
the ones that ended up being alone or nearly left for dead.
if it was done before,
and survived to tell about it,
then it’s time to strap up and do it again.