taking you real deep
something came to my foxy spirit.
actually,
i read it earlier,
but someone needed to hear it.
when i had my pre-interview with kevin portillo,
he mentioned something about directing energy to the right resources.
after that,
i was randomly looking up something and came across the following.
i’ll break it down in foxhole terms…
Continue reading “you are chill, fly af, and got way too many options to put up with nonsense”
“waddup?” he asked on the other line.
he was fine.
like,
“fine fine”.
it’s been a long time since i’ve talked to someone i was interested in.
years,
probably.
i was attracted to him tho.
we been talking on and off for a few days.
he’s definitely someone i could see myself with long term…
Continue reading “i thought i could get him into a relationship with my butt cheeks”
one of my biggest downfalls,
as i’ve shared a couple times,
is i’ve cared too much.
it came from a place of “lack”.
i would look at others,
and then at my own life,
and see i didn’t “fit in”.
it caused me to ask myself and others countless times:
everyone looked at me like i was living a good life.
i was too busy investing energy in randoms and strangers to see it…
Continue reading ““Loss” and “Lack” Makes You Care Too Much”
i want you to take a look around you real quick.
yeah.
i was saying your room is a little messy.
can we clean this later?
okay good.
no but seriously…
i want you to look at everything happening in your life at this very moment.
are you attracting everything you have desired?
or do you feel like you are at a standstill with life?
well you can come from any walk of life and still have the mindset of:
LACK
one word that makes you feel like you can’t get what you want.
well you aren’t alone.
i have a lack based mentality and i’ll tell you how…
Continue reading “Your “Lack” is F*ckin’ Your Life Completely Up”
bye astro-wolf.
that was the text i got at 7am this morning.
i ignored it.
that makes about 7 random texts i have ignored.
he still don’t know why either.
he should ask whoever texted me asking who i was…
Continue reading “Who Woulda Thunk Home Depot Had All Kind of Woods, Drills, and Pipes?”
wake up.
stretch.
look at the ceiling.
grab phone.
sign onto jack’d.
look through messages.
none worth replying.
go get breakfast.
eat.
look through ads.
find one.
talk.
clean up crib.
clean up insides.
invite over.
suck.
fuck.
suck.
fuck.
he leaves.
hop on jack’d.
go through profiles.
sign on bgc and a4a.
look through more profiles.
do it some more.
and some more.
go to bed.
is this the life of you?
is your whole world dominated by looking for a wolf/hybrid/or fox?
have you lost control of your priorities?
what do you want to do with your life anyway?
or, are you satisfied being an online socialite?
i started to wonder…
Continue reading “My Focus Is To Suck and Get F*cked As Many Times Before I Grow Old and Die.”