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the right fit

i don’t have many big allies in this blogging forest,
but the ones i do have,
i cherish them tremendously.
last september,
i spoke to one of my blogging idols about trying to get in my career.
the conversation when like this:

 

i was absolutely grateful for them to answer my question.
you know many in higher positions don’t like helping others with advice.
i asked myself…

“How do I even get into a role like that?”

well the law of attraction came through…

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which one of ya’ll sent his porn past to his current employer????

there are just some things you don’t do.
i don’t care how much you despise someone,
there are certain actions you just don’t take.
i could be different tho.
i’ll let you decide.
as you may or may not know,
chino blac retired from porn.
i’ve enjoyed his last work with perculating pipe bae,
phat rabbit killer.
( x see his work here )

well chino went on to try and live in the real world like a regular civilian.
a foxholer sent me this that he tweeted
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i wonder what their shit is telling them today?

i’m sure the shit is stinkin’ right now.
so my ex-coworker/friend from my last position sent me a text:

“Can you talk?”

i figured she wanted to vent about her day.
i have time.
that job has gotten really stressful for her as of late.
so you know the person they replaced me with?
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don’t cut off your nose to spite your face

there is a saying that i love:

“Don’t cut off your nose to spite your face”

it means doing something destructive out of anger or jealousy,
but ending up hurting yourself in the process.
this is what’s happening at my ex-job now.
karma came quicker than i expected…

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they told me i was fired on my voicemail

so it’s done.
i woke up to a voicemail from my head huntress letting me know.
she was shocked how good i sounded.
i felt relieved after i told her why.
what impressed me was my spirit tho…

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i can’t hold down a job

most of us can’t hold down one (or more) of the following:

jobs
money
relationships
friendships

we’ll turn up our noses at someone else’s struggles,
but forget we have struggles in other areas too.

“What about that male that just dropped you?
You just met him and after 2 months,
you are single again and looking for a new relationship.”

“What about that money you spent so frivolously?”

“what about yet another friendship that’s ended?
All theseĀ 
ex-friends have the same story about you…”

so i have another job that is probably on it’sĀ last legs.
a side of me didn’t want to post about it.
i share pretty much everything,
but i was embarrassed about potentially being unemployed again.
it’s like being embarrassed about flexing about your relationship,
but it ends because your partner was cheating.
a foxholer,
who i don’t know if was being shady or not,
pointed out how i can’t hold down a job.
while it stung a little,
as i was insecure about it lowkey,
it allowed me to take a step back to figure shit out…

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