as you know,
i’m living a life of peace and “getting my shit together”.
i have a few issues to work on,
but i’m getting in alignment with my “downstream” thinking.
well i got into a full blown argument last night…
i loathe trifling’ ass muthafuckas.
i really do.
Wouldn’t it be great if jackals and hyenas didn’t exist in this world?
we need them tho.
if they didn’t exist,
to steal and scheme you out your happiness,
then we wouldn’t know how to fight and survive.
i woke up today,
because i was getting my 2 week severance check.
i needed that money.
there is a ton of clothes i need to wash and i need to re-up on food.
things would go a lot different.
from the start…
“hi can i speak to jamari fox?”
“yes this is him.”
“hello this is gina lin and i received your resume yesterday.”…
Continue reading “Thought I Got Some Water (But Nah, Still Crawling)”
life is a series of roads, mountains, peaks, and valleys.
sometimes thunderstorms, earthquakes, volcanoes, and darkness.
many of us are not equipped to handle the trials of life.
some of us see the mountain and say, “fuck that bulllllllshit“.
some think because they can’t afford it like everyone else, they can’t do it.
others will jump through the fire and dance within the flames.
those “others” are the ones that we secretly admire.
they go for theirs and don’t give a damn about anything or anyone else.
but, how do they get to that point?
they could have been stagnant,
but they kept going even when things seemed dark and doomed.
i started to wonder…
are you a fighter?
Is it me,
or am the the only one who thinks 95% of gay men are rude and messy as shit?
It makes no fucking sense to me the attitudes and the whole extra bullshit.
Everyone has a different experience in this lifestyle.
Some of us can walk out the door and start sucking a dick by the time you turn a corner.
Others meet Wolves once we get them comfortable.
A majority however are not meeting anyone.
It is what it is, ya know?
I believe it is all in your season.
At that time, you are you most confident and your sex appeal is highest.
Sometimes, a nigga is just having an OFF moment.
But, what happens when you meet a Wolf you think gets down and he is slowly going about the connection?
You know that wack “I’m really undressing you with my eyes” bullshit.
How do you successfully get him out his fur?
And, would he ever come out?
I had to wonder…