before i went to bed,
i got into it with mi last night.
i don’t know what has been up with this week,
but the negative energy has been at an all time high.
i was proud of myself tho…
i let her have it
she tried to hurt my feelings,
claimed she would tear up my home,
get someone to fight me,
called my landlord and said i was a bitch,
and did all this other nonsense to get under my skin.
it didn’t work
i’m at an advanced level of “fox”.
people forget the weakest animal can be the strongest.
i learned a lot from the books i’ve read and things i’ve experienced.
foxes are also very observant.
you cannot argue with a fool.
she will try to talk over you and talk a mile a minute to drown you out.
typical hood rat shit
it is easier to just keep your cool and let them wear themselves out.
mi does a lot of contradicting in her argument.
she says i think i’m the shit because i’m getting my life together.
she knew me when i was nothing.
well isn’t that a good thing?
i got my life together and allowing her to benefit off that?
i’m not seeing the complaints when she is watching free cable.
she is also extremely impulsive.
you already attacked me.
she was going in that direction again.
if anything went down,
i could claim self defense.
she also didn’t realize i was on the phone.
star fox’s mother heard the entire thing.
all those confessions of what she was going to do had a witness.
once i started asking her if anything i’m saying was a lie,
she couldn’t say anything.
when i asked her if everything she thought about me was truth,
and the things i have also said to her as well,
she started to admit defeat.
it’s not like i was lying about anything.
these are things she has done that she didn’t do.
i asked her and she didn’t respond.
she felt “insulted”.
well the truth does hurt.
why is she getting so buck?
if it wasn’t for the “squatters rights” laws in new yawk,
she would have been out a long time ago.
i can’t feel bad about that.
it’s in the past.
i just have to coexist,
and find the peace,
until i can save up enough to go.
once i’m gone…
she’ll never see me again.
but i’ll never forget.