“would i let a baller wolf do this to me?”
as sexy as i like a wolf to control me,
and i’m not afraid to tied up in the sake of pleasure,
christian grey came off as a damn near an emotional abuser.
okay so (and kinda spoilers)…
bland virginal vixen meets dashing and rich baller wolf.
he has rules he wants her to follow.
not only does he make her sign a nda,
she also has to sign another contract.
“the dominant and submissive” contract/rules.
she has to sleep in another room
she has to do what he says
she has to be spanked when she does bad things
she has to obey his every command
she has to be tied up in his “play room”
he was also a lowkey stalker as well.
he broke in her apartment after she dismissed him.
when she went away,
he followed her where she was.
he was all about punishment.
he liked to give spankings.
with hands and with whips.
he didn’t let anyone get close to him.
i was done when he flogged her with a whip while she was crying.
even tho the movie was a waste of time,
but it brought up some interesting points.
we are all fucked up.
some more than others.
whether it is using sex or hurting people,
there are some that get complete satisfaction out of inflicting pain.
one of the reasons why some wolves in power like to be dominated.
they do it in their real life,
so in their “play rooms”,
they don’t mind being slapped around a bit.
there are many wolves in this life like “christan grey”.
they are closed off from feeling any kind of emotion.
they want to fuck you,
but the thought of loving another man…
he doesn’t want to lose control
falling in love with someone,
especially a man,
so like bdsm,
they’ll have you out here on your knees beggin’ for them.
being obedient while he is still on jack’d.
saying “yes daddy” to fuck shit.
tying up our emotions and making it rough.
sometimes never cummin’ back at all.
relationships these days are like a “play room”.
it is all sex and power games.
some are looking to strictly dominant.
either with a fox or turning out another wolf.
others just want to submissive.
they just want him to take control and go from there.
then there are those in the middle who go where the wind blows.
personally i am submissive and want to be turned out.
i try to be in control in my real life,
but i want to meet a wolf who will allow me to let go.
i yearn to let go.
i want an adventure.
i want to be fucked into next week.
i want to be punished when i’m bad.
i want to be spanked so hard i can’t sit down a week.
one thing i liked is that christian grey is he made her his world.
he pursued her.
he was aggressive.
a little too aggressive,
but he showed interest.
he introduced her to a world she never experienced.
those are the things that turn me on,
but alas everything comes with a price.
no one is perfect.
everyone comes with “something”.
sometimes some deep scary shit.
i guess its what we are willing to put up with for the sake of companionship.
what am i willing to put up with?
so i had to ask you…
What are you willing to put up with?