“let me close my eyes real quick”
anyway here it is:
i did something tonight.
well hell i was feeling sad earlier.
everyone left early,
but i stayed to do some work.
thing 2 also stayed as well.
she came over to my section and asked me why i looked so sad.
“i’m not sad.”
“well your face says something else.”
“nah i’ll be good”
i needed to do something to make me feel better.
she had a suggestion..
11 pieces of clothing.
that is how much i spent today.
there was a big sale at a department store i frequent.
i needed the retail therapy.
i haven’t been shopping in a while.
it wasn’t in my budget,
but fuck it.
i have faith god will bless me soon.
it felt real good to swipe the fuck shit away.
i got some new work clothes and some casual shit.
i even got a pair of pants for 5.00.
work wolf left early.
he was able to go home since he stayed late the night before.
he came to my section,
gave me dap,
and that was it.
i ended up going out with thing 2 after work.
she said wanted me tag along.
as we shopped,
she had a lot to say about liar liar.
“she really made me mad talking about you.
you haven’t done anything to her.
you do your job and there are no complaints.
she was trying her hardest to get you fired.
she slept with a lot of guys at the job.
she does all this while dating someone who works there while…”
“he has to know she is such a hoe.”
he was suppose to just have sex with her.
thats what you are suppose to do with hoes like her.
she is real easy.
he started buying her things and got stuck with her.
you should hear how the mailroom wolves talk about him…”
so we kept on talking.
she then said…
“…also when your old boss was there,
the fact they were both stealing company time.
what kills me is no one caught on.
that is how she got that supervisor position.
she knew the bosses dirt.”
as she talked,
she filled me in on the real “liar liar”.
i learned how much of a hoe she is,
who she fucked/sucked,
and other scandalous shit she has done.
i knew that bitch had secrets.
thing 2 wanted me to know those secrets.
she has always looked out for me since i got there.
i needed some ammunition when it came time to fire shots.
i love when i have a loaded gun.
i’ll use it carefully.
i’m glad thing 2 had mercy on me to share.
today i want to mope around.
listen to break up songs and watch sad movies.
it will help me get over.
it usually does.
if may have fucked up.
i can admit it.
now its time to un-tangle the mess and get back to whats important.
jamari fox and everything that makes me happy.
but for now: