holding it together with duct tape and prayer

How are you doing?

waits for you to font me how you are doing
i get it.
i totally get it.
we are living in strange times and every day,
we get a fresh headline of a new executive order or some other fuck shit.
you start thinking about your job security,
your future,
your past,
and that pesky question:

“How bad is it going to get?”

it’s making it’s way downtown and its walking fast.
i can font things will be fine but honestly:

I don’t know.
i truly don’t know.

here is the truth in full font.
ready?…

Many people will lose their jobs
Many people will unalive themselves

Many people will realize they voted wrong and unalive themselves
Many people will sink into a deeper depressed and anxiety
Many people will go absolutely mad
Many people will lash out with violence
Many people will suffer

i hope it’s not you.
i hope it’s not me.
i hope its not the people i love.
i hope that my prayers creates some kind of shield around us but again:

I don’t know.

i do know is that we have to fight.
hard.
we have to stand together because the need to protect each other is urgent.
checking in on those around us and i mean,
really checking in.
we can talk shit and drag those who need to be dragged but:

We need to show up for those who chose to be on the right side.

so if you’re feeling it,
just know:

I am too.

…but every day,
i’m trying and i hope you are too.