it has been OD busy as my job.
sometimes i be feelin’ like cinder-fella.
i have a ton of work that needs to be done by next week.
since they think i’m good at what i do,
i’m getting the bulk of it.
today had its bad and its good moments to be honest,
bad being i wanted to walk the fuck out,
but god threw me a blessing that sat my ass down…
so i had about 9 different things i had to do at once.
i was getting frustrated.
i had these overwhelming feelings of being doomed there.
liar liar has been at this job for like 5 years.
she is pretty much stuck.
i don’t even think she even cares.
why would she?
my boss give her the “babying” special,
she is getting in house married pipe,
and she is now a supervisor making over 20/hour.
i come on this job and forced to take a major pay cut.
my last job i was making 18/h.
they snatched all my shit back 15/h at this job.
i was supposed to get a raise,
but due to “budget cuts”,
we are all in limbo.
well expect liar liar that is.
honestly i felt over it.
i was looking back at how excited i was when i got the job,
when i first started working with my old boss; how happy i was.
now i’m miserable,
keep to myself,
and struggling to pay bills.
i get them paid,
but i barely have any money left to really do anything.
as i sat there,
i got an alert on my phone.
it was an email from my credit card company.
i owe a sweet 200.
i figured they were hitting me up with more bs.
CONGRATS YOU GOT A HIGHER CREDIT LIMIT THAN YOU EXPECTED
…why come i got a 3,000 credit raise from 300 dollars?!
i had to check to see if i went mad and was highly delusional.
i only had the card for like 6 months,
but since i’ve been paying off my card on time,
they decided to bless the fox with responsibility.
i’ll raise my shopping budget to 250 or so.
i had to look back and say I’ve definitely come a long way.
when i tried to get credit cards before,
i got denied with the quickness.
it made me happy to know that i’m well on my way.
i am responsible AF and got dreams beyond that job.
that alone deserves the “cinder-fella” credit upgrade:
this job is definitely just a pit stop.
i’ll be where i need to be soon enough.
the only issues i want to be dealing with is “mo money” and “mo problems”: