tonight,
i was supposed to be back in these forests.
i was all set to head with my peoples to this nice spot.
i had the outfit and smell goods ready.
my skin was on a level 10 of clean and clear.
even though i lost my id,
i was gonna sneak out and have some much-needed fun.
yesterday,
i decided to take a nap but when i woke up…

I felt like there was something sticking me underneath my right eyelid.

if i move my eye in specific places,
it will send my body a screen shot like:

as the night went on,
my eye started to turn red in the corner.
i took a benny and was out this muthafucka at like 9 pm last night.
i woke up at 3 am and was up for the rest of the night.

today:

My eye hurts but it’s not as red as yesterday
I feel like I’m coming down with a cold even though I’m not flat out sick
I feel congested-ish
My face feels itchy-ish
The top of my nose feels like it has pressure underneath

i ended up having to cancel plans because i’m so tired and blah today.
my sexy is on 2%.
it’s raining too and it was supposed to be a rooftop situation.
womp to the…
the devil clearly wanted to have some fun at my expense.

it might not even be the devil.
it could be The Universe might be saving or protecting me from something i can’t see.
eh,
it’s whatever.
i’ll be ready for next time.

lowkey: it’s not as bad as yesterday,
but if no relief by tomorrow,
i’m doing urgent care.