Sometimes I wonder what road to choose…
That was the thought going through my head last night.
I was in the studio, sitting on the couch, and watching an artist record.
I like what I am doing now because it is 100% with my career moves.
But… my money is so damn funny.
I know you all have been in this… tight spot.
You are put in a put in a position where you have to choose what may supply you with pleasure.
You can take one road that looks like it is going in a right direction.
It is what EVERYONE thinks you should do.
Then, you see the other road.
It is harder and has more bumps, but you know the outcome would probably be better.
So what do you do?
What do you choose?
When it comes to life:
Are you on the right path?
As you know, they fired my Foxy ass a week ago.
My weekly unemployed anniversary.
I had no time to be super depressed because I have been working on my career.
I have been doing foot work, going to studios, and basically at almost every event.
I have been handing out cards and making myself known behind the scenes.
But, my money isn’t as popping at it was.
I am not making any money doing this… right now.
If my parents were alive, they would NOT have approved of this.
They would have been pressuring me to go back to school or even go get another job.
But, that is not my PASSION.
Working in the entertainment industry and writing are what make me happy.
I am at the point that I do not feel like even going back to another job where I am working under another human.
I am a little bitter and I know no problem admitting that out loud.
There are two roads with two totally different paths.
I was on the easy path where I was working hard and my money was right.
Now, I am able to survive, but I cannot go buy anything of luxury (or even eat) without really doing a heavy budget.
I started to think about these un-expected turns life takes us on.
I also started to think about the path of life.
We are not mind readers so we do not know how things will end up.
I know so many people who went to college and absolutely regret it.
I also know a lot of people who didn’t and are financially set for the rest of their lives.
It is all a big game of chance and luck, huh?
Well Ima need a cheat sheet!
When it comes to where we are trying to go in life…