someone who has a lot of hoes?
someone who can get new pussy/ass/dick?
someone who has their shit together?
someone who is all bawdy,
but no emotions?
what is a man?
so i always hear this phrase…
“you’re not acting like a man”
…when you show some kind of emotion.
so why did men even get emotions then?
or is it better to just hide them from the world?
i’m starting to think that’s the only way to be “a man”.
as i was told just now:
“you gotta let things roll off your back”
somethings i let go,
but someone close to me violated and i’m upset about it.
i have every right.
so before it does roll off my back,
i can’t feel “anything”?
i can’t get depressed?
i just have to say:
“well fuck it,
let me move on…”
i guess i’m not a man then.
when that same person is upset with me,
or we have a fight,
they admit that i put them in their feelings.
my words have:
i guess it’s just not okay for me?
lowkey: i’ll admit i’m a little out of it this weekend.
a lot has happened this week.
the energy was off.
fighting with animals who pose to know better.
the job fuckery was at an all time high.
i’m exhausted and emotionally worn out.
i need next week to be more inspiring.