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tips the foxholers should know to save their lives
well this goes beyond safe sex.
one of my favorite things to do is read “reddit”.
i’ll be laid up in bed,
winding down,
and get lost in a good reddit thread.
i saw this topic earlier today:
…and wanted to share it with the foxhole…
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try this and ruin your life baby
“he’s gonna be a drug addict”.
early 20s.
that’s what the adults around me were saying at the time.
the ones who didn’t understand my rebellion after my parent’s deaths.
realistically,
i was depressed and doing all kinds of shit.
nothing hard like coke or crack.
weed
alcohol
poppin pills
realistically,
they showed their entire tails to me after my parent’s both died.
they were either fake af or all about money.
luckily,
after hitting rock bottom,
i had the right energy around me and was open to avoiding doom.
this morning,
i caught myself getting humbled in a reddit thread titled…
i miss when i was craving to be a hoe
…or do i?
you ever felt a craving for something,
but you just couldn’t figure out what you wanted?
i get like that constantly.
some days,
i think i want something in particular,
but when i get it,
i realize it’s not what i really wanted.
i’m starting to feel this way about the male species…
omg omg omg omg omg! (the life)
when you stress about an outcome,
or give it more than it needs,
it can really have you slowly lose your mind.
when you are trying so hard to figure out the next game plan,
you don’t realize you’re slowly burning yourself out.
that’s what leads to depression and anxiety.
youstart feeling tired af all the time.
your interest in things you once liked/loved slowly starts to diminish,
everyone else looks like they’re “living the good life”,
and that’s when the “i’m worthless” thoughts start to set up shop.
i can attest to those feelings real heavy.
you know what i’m realizing works better for me?…
(in) between me and you
most folks don’t ever talk about their “in between” phase.
you ever notice that?
the “in-between” is like the points on a “12 inch ruler.
you can think of those as the times in between the grind.
it’s from when you got into struggle and when you got out.
most folks don’t ever mention those moments.
it was a time when it either made them bitter or better.
we are so use to seeing the after tho.
the “buying gucci” and “being able to eat at stk”.
what about the times they couldn’t afford any of that?
when you was at they was at their wits end?
they don’t mention when…
jamari fox is soft
i will never forget being a cub and going out with my father one day.
i had to be about 8 or 9.
i was very shy growing up.
i literally only spoke when spoken too.
my father brought me to show me off to one of his friends.
it was some older males and one older vixen.
i remember i was sitting in the front seat of his car.
i was literally just sitting there.
this older male looks at me and says:
“________,
your son is soft.
he real soft.”
i will never forget…
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