nothing makes me more harder than payback.
folks gonna learn to stop thinking gays don’t have paws.
the following video allegedly proves just that.
so a homophobic jackal wanted that beef.
a foxholer sent me the following video and well…
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FOXMAIL

Hey Jamari, 

Let me first start off by saying I am a fan of you, your work and just overall everything you stand for. I was hoping you could give a little insight on something. My dream is to be an actor, I love the craft I live for it; it’s one of the few things in my life that feeds my soul. I’m openly gay but discreet. And as a young gay BLACK man I have 3 strikes against me. 

1. Black
2. Male
3. Gay 

I know that it’s 2018 and it seems like everyone is getting their life these days but in the same breath there’s still a stigma on us. We can’t be considered “masculine” or we can’t play the lead bc with ppl knowing that I’m gay I won’t be taken seriously. I want to strike it big but I’m.. I guess you can say stuck on the F.E.A.R. complex

Fuck.
Everything.
And.
Run.

Mostly because I’m fearful of being typecast or shunned bc of my sexuality and as much as it pains me to admit it but I’ve been on the Grimmr (yes, I call Grindr the Grimmr bc let’s just be honest that thang is GRIMEY!! lol) yes I’ve sext’d and feel that if I do become a star someone will “expose” me.   Now don’t get me wrong FAME is definitely NOT the goal, I would still act if even if it were in dinner theatre (God forbid) but how can I get over my FEAR complex and finally LIVE and not just exist? 

Much Love & Light

MY ANSWER…

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so when i’m down,
and feeling upset,
i think i got something to cheer my tail up.
like,
instant laughing.
the pretty vixen sent me this today about bill cosby.
i must have watched it on repeat 25 times in a row…
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you know how shocked i was when the “poopity scoop poop” song was in my spotify new releases?
like,
whhhaaatttt?
btdubs: janelle monae’s “dirty computer” is allowed.
so i’m not gonna take too much font time on kanye.
his “slavery was a choice” rant today at tmz was…
well…
take a look…
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there i was crying in yet another movie again.
this might be a habit now.
i didn’t feel so bad this time because others were weeping.
the comic book fanboys were legit in tears tonight.
 “avengers: infinity war” movie was intense.
it was like a roller coaster.
i came home way too late,
but i wanted to update the foxhole with some “spoiler lite” thoughts…

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i’m starting to think dealing with other folks is like ^that maze above.
some days,
you think you’re on the right path and direction.
the next,
you bumping into dead ends and falling through trap doors.
one of the reasons i sit my ass down until I’M READY now.
i wish i did the same when dealing with males tho.
when dealing with the same sex,
it’s navigating in the dark with a lit match.
i’ve come to learn that everyone wants “control”,
but males are the worst with how they go about it.
take this “straight” wolf that loves to boldy flirt with me…

Continue reading “I’m “TIED” of Being Someone’s Emotional Blow Up Doll” →