like i said yesterday,
“trevor from gta v” aka phil robertson has every right to his opinion.
its the “saying it out loud” that can be the problem.
i’m sure duck dynasty will still be on the air,
money will still be made,
and the swamps will still have ducks to be killed.
the problem is that when these kinds of scandals happen,
it shows the true hatred of most people about the lifestyle.
suddenly everyone is a born again christian,
throwing holy water and holding up crosses.
maybe even resorting to violence if you catch the right one.
the teens in jersey.
we like the witches in american horror story: coven.
just without any power,
or do we?
god forbid this was jamaica or one of those “kill on sight” countries.
i often wondered:
Is it safer to stay in the closet?
i love writing for my site.
i’m a discreet gay male who gets to talk about my fantasies,
what turns me off,
be as open as i can about my struggles in life,
and interact with others like me.
i even talk about sexy vixens when i see fit.
this site and the content is also very taboo.
“he is talking about men in sports,
you know that really male dominated arena,
“how dare he!?”
i love the male body and the people who reside in them.
if i happen to get the dick/a man outside of the site because of it,
then “score 4 jamari fox!”.
the wolves i talk about are all pretty much straight.
some have rumors,
but i don’t confirm gay until solid evidence.
i don’t out anyone on this side of town.
my private conversations is another story.
some of the wolves i have talked about have even sent me emails saying,
“thanks for the love”.
my site can be a stroke to the ego,
to say the least.
that doesn’t mean over the years of anonymous blogging,
i haven’t seen hatred up close and personal.
i think the worse was “kerry rhodes-gate”.
thats when i really saw how ignorant people can be.
the same wolves who supported him when he played football,
they were all throwing rocks at him.
vixens who wanted to fuck him were calling him another “f” word.
how quickly they turned on him once the rumors started going out.
i even got a tweet from some random “@kerrythefag”.
looking for a little 15 minutes, i guess.
this person had a screen shots of them sending hate messages to his mama on Facebook!
it got pretty real.
i started to wonder about the gay lifestyle and hatred.
the tables turned when trevor was talking about black folks.
weren’t they saying “well it’s his opinion” about the gays a few minutes ago?
it is no secret the lifestyle isn’t accepted by many people.
its the attacks and violence that make things really scary.
that’s why i’m so against outing.
you don’t know who is crazy homophobic in someone’s life.
some straight people can are really vindictive and can turn on you.
for something that isn’t even their business.
even in our lifestyle,
with the blacks at least,
most people are trying to pull each other down.
“i’ll have crab.
crab in the barrel, please”.