its quiet without her today.
i hate it.

two things i learned about puppies is they’re like kids.
ya’ll know i don’t want no kids,
but this situation taught me that i’d happily raise a dog.
the last thing i learned:

i refuse to foster an animal ever again.

def not built ford tough for it.
i am an animal person and i get attached quick.
her new family picked her up on saturday and i was DEVASTATED.
it didn’t help that when they put the new collar and leash on her…

she tried to run over to me.

her thing was staying by my side when she was scared.
the family that adopted her were warm tho.
i didn’t feel anything sus about them,
even if i wanted that to.

i bawled ugly for the entire weekend like a loved one died,
they’ve been sending pictures of her in her new home.
my girl is happy and she deserves it.
she came from a kill shelter in texas.
they were gonna kill this puppy at like 3 months.
i made sure her bridge to her forever home was a loving one.
it would have been selfish for me to adopt her tbh,
knowing the mess of a situation i am in right now.

i miss her.

…but i’m thankful her new family is keeping in touch.

lowkey: i don’t know what breed she is because i don’t know her parent’s DNA.
did i mention she had a heart on her tummy?
she came to when when i needed love.