like animals in the wild,
everyone’s life has a moment of hibernation.
even when it’s a season of partying and celebrating,
YOU might just want to lay in bed and binge tv shows all day.
life gets boring.
you have no social life,
in the middle of a transition,
no one is fuckin’ you or wit you,
and you’re literally not in the mood for any bullshit.
with no job and in a pandemic with weird violent energy happening outside…
My life is rather boring right now.
is it boring or am i just charging tf up?
for this last month of a very transitional year for me,
i’m getting things together so i can be more active next year.
my spirit actually wants to be back out in these forests.
i want to travel,
meet new people,
see old people.
find a good fuck buddy again.
I know the last part was vulgar af but you get my point.
enjoy the moments in your life when nothing is happening.
social media will have you thinking if you aren’t at every ribbon cutting,
or front row at every cock fight,
you aren’t poppin’.
your life isn’t some reality show where you always have to be entertaining people for likes.
even bey and rihanna sit tf down until it’s time to promote something.
the kardashians are always on and you see how annoying they can be at times.
i find thats when you burn out the faster too.
so if you find yourself in your season of “boring”,
you need to enjoy that shit.
that means your next season of “you be poppin'” is around the corner.
lowkey: while being boring,
i’ve got a nice glo up in the works.