so i did it…
i bust (ed).
this is harder than i thought.
pun kinda intended…
(this entry is NSFW,
and “NOT FOR STRAIGHT EYES”)
i broke my “no jack off” fast last night.
i jacked off a total of 9 times.
i couldn’t sleep and i had a lot on my mind.
i was thinking a lot about work wolf.
i thought about what went down the other day.
i started thinking about what “make up” sex would be like.
i had to wonder if i am mentally strong?
do i lack focus?
sure i’ve been jackin’ off since i was a cub,
but i should be able to try a lot harder than i am.
i might be doing that “too hard“on myself thing that i do.
lord knows i have been for the last few days.
i’ll jack my brains out this weekend and start fresh on monday.
i’ll go for a whole month and not just a week.
*looks down at crotch*
lowkey: i busted the biggest nut,
i even squirted.
i can only imagine what a month will bring.
i will say my sexual energy was at an all time high last week.