my sister is such a dumpster fire.
ugh.
like,
The Universe kept blocking us when we were supposed to talk.
my spirit wasn’t fully feeling it but when i did call,
she had just left her aunt’s crib or didn’t show up.
i spoke to the same aunt yesterday about her daughter’s funeral…

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i’m always getting into it with this kind of irl character.
i usually get along well with most folks,
but there is always this one type that i often bump heads with.
the smell of their bullshit wafts around them that it’s often hard to ignore.
not only do i bump heads with them,
but i’m attacked and shunned by their closest dick suckers.
usually sucking one dick for clout,
the bag,
or cause they “cute”.
that is…
well…
their types are…

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hard to get.
it’s when someone has you chasing them for the golden carrot they are dangling.
oftentimes,
they can sense you’re really interested so it can be a form of manipulation.
those same tactics can be used in certain circles on a platonic level.

The nerd wants to fit in with the popular kids so they make him/her prove their worth.

 if you have to overly prove yourself for anything,
it doesn’t actually work out in the way you’d imagine.
i saw a saying that blew my top earlier.
it said…

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this was a very blah week for me.
nothing really went down,
but i did notice certain emotions i want to address…

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after that joel green story yesterday,
i never realized just how deep stalking actually went for some.
sure,
i’ve snooped around on a few social media profiles in my past.
i’ve gathered intel that ultimately turned me off from the wolf of my desires.
you’ll be amazed just how corny or obnoxious some of our fantasies actually are.
years ago,
i knew a jackal who actually low-key outed me at a party that was a super stalker.
i may have mentioned him on the foxhole before…

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when beyonce said during the “4” era:

…i felt that shit with the highest of keys.
i,
too,
am an artist who is sensitive about his shit.
my thoughts are magic and my fingers are my wand.
every day,
i try to bring the foxhole into my inner depths with how i’m feeling/what i’m going through.
i have a dope support base and tribe in the foxhole who keeps me on my toes.
so i like to do creative shit on my ig stories.
it is a spot i can really let my fur down and express myself even further.
one of the foxholers alerted me to something that bugged me…

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