mi reminds me of porsha williams.
one of the reasons i can’t stand her on rhoa.
they get by on good looks and sob stories,
but underneath is a violent she-jackal who attacks on emotions.
too bad for mi that once the bridge is burned with me,
it’s pretty hard to cross back over.
at work today,
i was dealing with an important call when my phone started to ring.
no sooner did i decline the call,
it rang again.
it rung a third time.
it was a aunt i don’t speak to.
her name in my phone is “don’t speak”.
that is how serious i am.
i had to ask myself wtf was she calling me for?
after i got off the work call,
i called her back.
i can be dry af with you if i don’t fuck with you anymore.
you get “surface jamari”.
a lot of:
i detach and keep it moving.
“i want you to hear me out.
i have a proposition for you…”
“…now mi is doing good.
i just paid her phone bill and her mta pass for the week.”
what does this has to do with me?
“she wanted me to contact you because she is begging to live with you.
i told her i would speak to you and set some ground rules.
if she messes up this final time,
she has to go.
i will be honest with you jamari,
she needs help.
i would love to take her in,
but my husband and kids…”
that is where i ended the call.
i told her my boss was coming and that i’d call her back later.
she wasn’t coming.
my boss was out for the day.
as soon as i hung up:
and i went to mi’s number:
how dare she set rules in my fuckin crib?
i pay the fuckin rent here EVERY MONTH.
this is my den of peace.
they act like she is my cub.
mi misses the mistreated.
i was good to her and now that i’m gone,
it’s a cold fuckin forest.
all of this should have been thought about.
she was too busy being a disrespectful bitch.
i gave her chance after chance and she blew it.
the crazy part in all of this is she hasn’t even called me!!!
she having someone else,
that i don’t even fuck with,
call me to act as a buffer.
too bad; too sad.
not my problem.
i don’t give a nary of a fuck anymore.
she is grown ass adult.
if she couldn’t afford to burn all her bridges,
she shouldn’t have used all her money to buy gasoline.
lowkey: hyenas and jackals love to hurt you and regret it.
everyone did this to me.
all the ones who hurt me created how i am now.
i don’t give a fuck anymore and if you violate: