yeah i said it…
its true tho.
this is why i got rid of so many people last year.
they were so quick to reach out for my help when i was on top,
but as soon as i slip and fell down that long ass mountain,
they all scattered.
phones stopped answering.
texts went “read” and then ignored.
the problem with black people is we don’t like to help each other.
everything is a fuckin competition.
this is why i don’t get into stan wars.
only one person can “do” something.
like bitch i’m not competing with you.
i don’t give a fuck about what you got,
who you fuckin’,
or what you trying to buy.
all that doesn’t mean you got a good heart or you going to heaven.
i am confident in my own shit to know i am good at what i do.
its like people see me as a threat or something.
no one is trying to take your place,
and if i did,
what makes you think i would stab you in the back?
people create all this dust while standing in one spot.
there is enough room at the table to eat and share.
i noticed that spanish people help each other.
white people as well.
we stab each other in the back while we both at the bottom.
well lets say i was shocked when some of my readers helped me.
everyone i know in my real life likes ear hustle that they know this and that,
or they going here and there,
but let me ask them to put me on?
suddenly my ass is speaking dutch and they aint got a decoder.
i was brought up to help people because i watched people help my parents.
they also returned the favor if they knew something.
if you have been good to me,
held me down while i am in this dark place,
then why wouldn’t i help you?
how do people expect blessings if they live a selfless life?
maybe times have changed?
have black people become scared of their positions since the recession?
who the fuck knows.
then we like to get involved in shit that doesn’t even concern us,
or we create faux outrage for bullshit that always falls flat.
i love my people and all,
but i may need to meet more white people this year.
lowkey: i think black gays can be the worse when it comes to hate.
we just like to suck and fuck each other.
it can only be one “amazing gay” at a time.
sadly even that person gets picked apart and thrown to the dogs.
this is why we can’t have nice things.
am i wrong for thinking this?