xavier smalls played his role as “angel” in “beauty in black” well because…

i HATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTED his character.

like,
with every fiber of my being.
is it me or are all the characters on that show annoying AF?
so “angel” was a stripping baby daddy who would do sumin’ strange for a little change.
if he was an attentionisto IRL:

he would be the type that was straight but on the low,
you could get more out of him for the right amount of money.
this just means some muscle worship and light touching.
absolutely no sex or oral in the champagne room.

angel would be the type that would agree to “gay for pay”,
but if he knows you got that kind of income,
he would probably try to rob you too.
that is where i had a problem with angel…

if a racist white jackal got up on that IG live and said:

“all black and brown people are living unrighteous and going to hell.
they won’t be welcomed into the kingdom of heaven.”

…there would be calls for cancellation and banishment,
which rightfully so.
so it’s interesting when ex-baller-but-new-jackal,
jaden ivey,
says it about the LGBTQ community:

“well he is entitled to his opinion.”

he even got boosie co-signing:

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i’m gonna get into that “freedom of speech” excuse in a minute.
since jaden has been fired,
he is still doubling down on his christian stance about all things LGBTQ…

this whole culture of:

“we hooked up and now i blocked you on grindr/jack’d/sniffies/whatever else”…

…Foxhole,
i keep fonting that this current hook up culture is for the morons.
i see why so many of us are single and the straights of gen z are sexless.
we claim we want to be in relationships but we meet potentials but fuck first; ask questions later.
so because we didn’t communicate what we actually wanted,
we default to the block on where we met em.
not even because it was scary or weird either.
just someone who found us attractive and wanted to know more after.
yup!
that’ll teach em!

like,
really think about it:

we are blocking people after one hook up,
even if the connection went really well.
are we stupid?

i saw a post on reddit and felt empathy over the situation.
it went like this…

this is one of the stories i mentally bookmarked that annoyed me.

one thing silly vixens are gonna do when they want to hurt a male’s reputation:

they gonna start the witch hunt that he is gay.

i been cock blocked by silly bitches in the past because of that shit.
don’t get me wrong,
those males were cowards with no backbone so i’m glad i didn’t waste my time.
i always tend to support vixens but i can’t do vixens who are idiots.
lala milan was on such a good path before she lost her mind.
she decided to have a out of wedlock baby with tyler parker,
an attentionisto we all know and lust:

…who was already showing signs he was probably just fucking her and had an “oopsy”,
but it was this video of her shading him that had me tight…

you know what phrase i’m bout tired of hearing?

“they are just trying to bring the black man down!”

…especially when it comes to some alleged scumbag.
if that was the case,
jay and robert smith wouldn’t be rich.
ryan coogler and tyler perry would be nothing,
while denzel and mjb wouldn’t be the best actors of our generation.
the list of successful black males is a long one if you choose to google it.
the same 50,
who happens to be the topic of this entry,
would not have successful shows on starz atm.
the real phrase needs to be:

“black jackals and hyenas who are doing/did fucked up shit to other people are being called to judgement.”

…or in kat williams speak in 2024,
“all lies will be exposed“.
with “sean combs: the reckoning” by 50 on netflix,
two black males in the industry are calling him out for it…

i didn’t realize empathy had died until i saw the crowd it drew.
influencers in black,
ring lights at the casket,
hashtags as eulogies.
somewhere between the reposts and the think pieces,
the human part of caring got lost.
everyone’s mourning but no one’s moved…

last night,
i was telling someone that 2025 has been the year of learning people.
they were grieving someone they loved that passed away.
someone who complained about how cruel folks were to them when they were alive.
those same jackals in 2025?

posting tributes
writing novels on all the socials
acting like they cared for clout

…but the one on the phone who actually stood by them?
they are being treated like a ghost.

these days,
a crisis only matters if it trends on tiktok.
if it becomes a 30-video saga with sad music and captions for sympathy.
we got people with typical ‘send love’ or ‘checking in’,
but disappear the second it gets inconvenient.
empathy out; self absorption in.
they WILL reappear if you win the lottery,
get nominated for an emmy,
or fuckin’ drop dead.

we’ve got a president who confuses pettiness for leadership and who thinks empathy is weakness.

…and i’m starting to realize more of us are like him than we care to admit.
that should hurt feelings.
so i can’t help but wonder…