watching #rhoa tonight,
i really felt sorry for kenya moore.
of course people were laughing at her online,
but only certain kinds of people would understand.
if you didn’t see the episode,
then you shouldn’t go underneath the break…
so kenya’s dog of seven years,
was murdered by another dog outside her home.
kenya was a wreck.
she actually witnessed her dog die in front of her.
i really was torn up for her.
i felt her pain because i am an animal lover (duh).
animals always seem to love me as well.
i often hear people say:
“my cat/dog doesn’t like people so watch out!”
…but then they would be shocked because that same cat/dog would be over me.
i’ve even been dry humped by a big ass dog.
i don’t even want to talk about it.
so my family had a cat that we had for like 5 years.
the cat came from an abusive home and we were told she was scared of people.
when she first came into our crib,
she literally ran and hid.
i went and tried to calm her down because i knew she was in a new environment.
she came out shortly after and never left my side.
who hated animals in general,
drew really close to her as well.
after my mother passed away,
i had to move in with my aunt and i couldn’t take the cat with me.
i made the decision to take her to animal shelter to find her a good home.
i didn’t want to,
but there was nothing else i could do.
the lady allowed me to have a moment with her before they took her away.
it wasn’t until they took her cage,
and i heard her meowing like crazy,
that i started bawling.
i mean i was cryyyyyiiiinnnngggg like this was a human being.
they told me they would keep her for like 30 days,
but if they couldn’t find a home for her,
they would have to put her to sleep.
due to lack of space and how old she was,
they put her to sleep in 10 days.
i was so depressed and cried for a really long time.
my aunt who passed away,
being the megatron bitch she is,
didn’t get it or understand why i was so upset.
i told myself after that i wouldn’t get another pet,
but after being around people who have animals now,
i would try my luck with another.
maybe a dog this time.
people who aren’t pet lovers wouldn’t understand kenya’s pain.
hell you probably wouldn’t understand mine either.
i’ve seen wolves broken down because they had to put a dog to sleep.
my godmother had to put her dog down and she was bawling.
i remember being young and hearing her screaming from the waiting area.
you get attached to these animals and they become your family.
years go by and they damn near in your will.
maybe kenya will probably try her luck with get another dog.
nothing will compare to the one she lost.