he came back.
i was waking up last saturday morning,
and i decided to check my story views,
and my first thought when i saw his @ :

“wait,
am i still sleeping?”

he watched every single one of my stories too.
when i font i JUMPED out of bed.
after all these years,
he was all up in my stories.
the wild part is…

after the last time,
i never looked in his direction again.

it hurt my feelings to the core,
but i moved forward.
there were urges to be nosy but i calmed those intrusive thoughts heavy.
another wild part?

he would have to literally find me.
he isn’t following me.
he had to input my information,
or maybe i popped up in discover people thing.

…but tbh,
i don’t trust him with my feelings again.
he would have to put in effort and since he didn’t say anything:

this could have been a “peek a boo”.

let me “go peek and then boo, i’m a ghost again“.
i learned him enough especially how he ended.
it felt good to see him though.
if he has grown TF up and isn’t a dumb ass anymore:

i’d like to see more of him again.