there are some attentionistos that once they get bent for gay for pay,
or they did the bended,
they enter the point of no return.
you can’t turn back once you go through that tunnel…

…but personally,
i think something shifts in males once someone goes through their tunnel.

while some get traumatized for life because they didn’t realize what cums with it,
there are many whose love the feeling of what happened to their g-spots and go nuts.
males can make some good money for a few hours of sex work.
sometimes they get flown out for a weekend,
a week,
or it’s a night at a local hotel.

a good john will advise them on how to clean themselves,
what they are paying for,
and sometimes the logistics of what’s in the NDA.

i believe if you are selling your bawdy,
you should be thinking of two things…

one: covering your current bills
two: enough left over you can splurge on one or two luxuries

imagine to experience you for one night/a week is 5k.
you ain’t got no job so in this economy,
you should be paying off your current bills about 3 months in advanced.

i have heard of attentionistos using sex work to pay for:

extravagant weddings to their vixens
the latest gaming consoles
just to flex on IG

…and ain’t got no jobs but once the money runs out it’s:

a ton of attentionistos only think short term.
they have this experience where they are in control of another person sexually,
or requested in being controlled since many johns don’t pay to be bended.
that massive payout can be addictive after all i said and done.
take it hard from The Foxhole:

sex work isn’t a full time job.
that can be a lot of wear and tear on the bawdy,
especially emotionally and spiritually.

…unless they are aiming for a ring or to be put in the will,
once that money runs out,
it’s back on the IG hoe stroll again.

we can tell who gets back on the rih’s social’s street corner again.

i had this thought while watching “beauty in black” over the weekend.
i’m gonna get into why i was so annoyed watching that show next.