i cried over aaliyah.
i cried over micheal.
i cried over whitney.
i cried over eric “mcsteamy” dane.

ill be 110%:
i stopped watching “greys anatomy“ long before his character,
dr. mark “mcsteamy” sloan,
came into the picture.
i remember everyone was fiending over his character and i won’t hold you:

i only saw this infamous towel scene that set that season ablaze

…but i always thought he was fine.
he was ruggedly dark handsome to me,
which tend to be my weakness in wolves.
he was on “euphoria” as nate jacob’s equally villainous father.
“cal jacobs“,
but he was shortly diagnosed with ALS.

even though he was in a battle with that disease,
he filmed episodes of the new season of “euphoria” but unfortunately:

eric lost to his fight with ALS yesterday.

it took a year since he announced it for him to completely deteriorate.
i felt really sad about it when the news broke,
but this is what really destroyed me today.
it was a final video on “famous last words” on netflix.
he recorded to his family but he allowed us to see.
Foxhole…

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destroyed me.
destroyed me.
destroyed me.

i couldn’t even watch it all because i needed a moment.
as sad as it is,
i’m so glad he recorded for his family that while he was still able.
i know it’ll take some time for his family,
including his daughters,
to actually watch it.
hell,
they may never watch it but he seemed like a great dad.

may eric “dr. mcsteamy” dane finally rest peacefully from his suffering.

may his family find comfort within their grieving.