“am i good enough?”
that is the thought running through my mind this morning.
it was 3:30am and i can’t sleep.
no better time than to release my frustrations on the foxhole.
so i went about looking into a recommended advertising company.
they wanted big stats and the foxhole gets lots of it.
the reviews said the compensation is really good.
well i got this back earlier…
at least they were nice.
the other one sent me an automated message as i was shown the door.
“am i good enough” because it seems like i’m not.
it made me feel a little down.
i didn’t want to be consumed with fear,
but i felt that creeping up on me too.
i feel like my dreams are so far away.
i have what it takes,
but no one cares to invest in me.
it’s like to the everyone else,
i’m this amazing individual,
but not where it truly matters with my career goals.
that makes me wonder if folks are lying to me?
am i being set up for failure?
i just don’t understand anymore…
lowkey: i’m sorry foxhole.
i’m just frustrated.